Monday, April 03, 2006

Toronto To Montreal...

The train flew along the lakeshore that morning.

Seeing the lake IS life.
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A completely different way of living.
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Pain of seeing yourself conditioned.

Pain of seeing yourself in pain.
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Can you forget all the images and just love?
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If you don't understand what it means to love, you are caught in the human catastrophe. Your organs are used to perpetuate a delusion.
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Any personality constitutes disorder.
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We have to look into the nature of intelligence.
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Personal investment might turn you into a "homeless person".
Personal investment might turn you into a "financial analyst".

Both are places for a sense of control to hide.

What is a sense of control?

A tiny nugget of identification ... a stuck synapse fueled by biological energy...

A memory which won't let go ... [the past staying coherent in the present]
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most people are concerned with partial change...
adjustment to keep their sense of control alive.

And the notion of "being out of control", "wild", or "spontaneous" is still, while it might put on quite a show, still a creation of the controller - the stuck entity.

So do we see the nature of the controller? The sense of a personal, separate "I am"?
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Can reaction end?

Can, in talking, right now,
there be the understanding of re-action
and perhaps in that understanding
there is whole action?

So, we are not speaking to bring the mind from reaction to action - that means time, from one thing to another thing, but [we are speaking] to point out the fact, and to see the truth of the suggestion that in the fact there is nothing made of thought - no time.
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(Can we?)

We're going to point out the factual nature of this moment - of awareness, of isness, and we're never going to stray off into speculation, into ideation.
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The controller must kill, because any lifeform which is not of that image - that frequency - that biological energy [which means all life!] threatens its demise... that is death. [!]
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Awareness [itself] doesn't hate

Awareness doesn't love.

Awareness is - and within that action is not a separate thing
that can be done or not done.

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